Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Futile

I can't complain, really. I knew a person who valued impatience like I did. Who understood that waiting is futile, that waiting only meant things growing cold over time.

I have waited once, I have known people close to me waiting for something to happen. I have seen how the waiting has amounted to nothing. I dont discourage people from waiting. If you have something to hold onto before you start waiting, do wait. Otherwise, dont hang onto promises. There's a major possibility the wait will amount to nothing.

I waited once, for sometime to be told not to wait anymore. I still wait, for new things, new people, new moments, knowing I am only waiting for myself at the end. Because anything outside me, that I am waiting for, doesn't come with the guarantee that something will amount from that wait.